the boy with the thorn in his soul...(side)...

You look like a supermodel and you've got legs for miles.

That's what supermodels are aren't they?

They are all legs
all butt
all back
and then nothing.


their body is cut off at the shoulders?

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I was driving back from the movie theater last night with Trevor listening to the smiths

and the windows were open and I didn't want to say a word.


I'm sure Trevor noticed something. I usually talk his ear off after a movie, or any other time.

but not last night...



Last night was an awakening.



It's not that profound even. really that word has lost it's meaning.

I mean, back in middle school,

if someone would start talking about the universe and about how
everything happened for a reason,

without even saying what the reason was,

everyone would be like "wow, dude. that's profound"


That's not really a profound thing.


Don't you think that if something is truly profound, that it would escape our human words and understanding?

would we be able to describe something that gigantic and big and explosive and awesome?

Like God.

How can I sit here and describe the feeling I got as I stuck my head out the window and
smelled the dirt in the air,
and listened to the gentle British coos of The Smiths?

If it was really God that was in the air last night, would I be able to describe it to you? and better yet, would you even understand?





I don't think i could and I don't think you would.


So I won't explore the subject further.


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I know this one girl named Val and she is more beautiful then I ever remember her being.

She's really quiet and shy, but she is very beautiful.

She looks like a supermodel, actually.

but she's smart and sensitive and caring.




Let me tell you something; That is hard to find in a girl.

Not the beauty part. that's hard to find, but not really. Besides most of that fades away after like 50 plus years of marriage.

It's hard to find a girl that is smart and sensitive and caring.


She is legs
and butt
and back

and then she is heart
and mouth
and brain
and then



just



soul;



For miles and miles it seems.













I am the number 1 (me)
and you are the number 99. (I am)