There is this girl who comes through the drive-through at Wendy's and she usually gets a Baconator. And she's pretty attractive, I actually think Brad knows her, or maybe Devin. I know she went to our school but that's it.

I just think there is something very sexy about a girl that attractive being able to eat a baconator. Well, she's not like real blonde-bombshell pretty. She has darker skin, and brown hair, but she really does look good.

But just the fact that she's comfortable enough with herself that she can eat that, It's just cool, ya know. It's like a macho guy getting a salad.


Man, she really stopped me in my tracks. She had beautiful skin, and she was one of those girls who just makes your heart ache, and pound.


or....does that happen... to any of you...?


maybe just me...




whatever. I'm gonna go eat a salad.

We're so full of illusions and ideas. Everyone of us.

Basically it is what being civilized has done to us. It makes us dream. Rather, it lets us dream, I should say. But still, girls are the worst.

They don't want to be told that they are beautiful by just anyone. It has to be someone they think is attractive too, or charming or witty. or something. They have all these illusions about romance. Chivalry even. Chivalry is dead because they killed it. When the damsel in distress is asking you to save her from the tower and you know that she climbed up those stairs all by herself, it kind of kills any feelings you have of being a man. She's just playing little games with you then, right?


Girls never seem to care when I pour my heart out saying how pretty they are. or beautiful. or graceful. and I'm guessing it is because I am ugly. I am not charming, nor very witty. I am nothing, mostly. Alot of nothing. A big fucking blog of nothing. Of anti-matter or some shit like that.

There's a little bit of truth in the roles that men and woman play, though. There is a little bit of validity in the woman being delicate and the man being strong. I don't think it's all societal pressures, ya know?


I got nothing.

I wish my name was kevin spacey just to see the reaction on peoples faces.

Idea.

I guess this is a blog to Trev and Brad. Me and Trevor already talked about this alittle but he didn't seem to get what I was trying to convey so I'll post it on here.


Me and Trevor were trying to write a script for a movie, and it didn't really work out. To me, it lacked any sort of truth in it. It wasn't really true to me and it wasn't true, I don't think, to trevor.


so, saying all of that, I think it would be cool to make a collection of the best of our writings and film it. I don't mean to say that we'd act it out, only that we would find someway to convey the poem, or prose or rant, in a way that's visual. There are so many possibilities, It's more then what we did in fiction poetry with our videos...



Maybe we could read some of our poems, like spoken word, across the back drop of either still images or video. I could read Trevor's poem and interpret it in my own way when I do.

Maybe we could rewrite a certain piece that another one of us has written.


Does this make sense?

With alot of trevors blogs, we could act it out in a little one-scene play. or sketch. me and brad could read ours aloud, spoken word style.


But, basically it's about picking our best, most inspired work and just representing it. I'm just itching to film something, and I'm itching to write.


Maybe we could print off all of our selected works and talk about them, like Trevor did for me.


I just want to do something, you know?





Make sense?